Personal lame post.
Maybe I am a spoiled fucking brat but I really didn’t want to go on this trip.
My family makes me feel isolated and they always have but I hoped this would be better. The lack of a buddy doesn’t make it easier. Neither does the lack of sleep. I get insanely emotional/cranky when I don’t get enough sleep to the point where it makes me wonder if I should make babies if I will be this miserable/brash when exhausted.
I’m whining about this here because I have no one else to fucking talk to right now.